Ich bin endlich angekommen
Dear Diary,
Hans: Guten Tag! Ich heisse Hans Kruse. Ich komme aus Deutschland. Was? You don't speak German? Entschuldigung - er - pardon me. I will speak in English instead.
My name is Hans Kruse and I just arrived in New Zealand from Germany where I've lived since I was born on 15 January 1943. My grandmother was Kathe Kruse, a world famous doll creator from early in the last century.
When I was told I was to be auctioned and there was a chance I'd go abroad to live, I was very concerned about where I'd end up. You see, being born in Germany in 1943, I know all about fascist regimes and how awful they are. I worried that I'd end up in the country with the now-emerging neo-fascist government and I thought that sounded like an awful future. Thankfully, I avoided this fate, being purchased by my new Vati (German for Dad) and coming to New Zealand, a socially progressive and stable country. Bullet dodged.
I was fashioned after one of grandmother's sons, Friedebald Kruse. He was born just before the end of WWI and so was named "friede" ("peace") + "bald" ("soon"). Sadly, he died at the age of 27, just before the end of WWII, in a military accident. He was the only Kruse child to have his face used as a model for a doll (his younger brother Max was the inspiration for a doll but he wasn't the model). His lovely face was used for the famous "Das Deutsches Kind" ("The German Child") dolls by Kathe Kruse. I am one of those dolls.
I have been redressed but I am wearing my original shoes. I don't know what happened to my original clothing and I have heard from Vati that he has an ambitious master plan for outfitting me.
It's important to say that I have a disability. I cannot stand alone without mechanical assistance. You will probably see me with my stand which is like leg braces on humans.
It's important to say that I have a disability. I cannot stand alone without mechanical assistance. You will probably see me with my stand which is like leg braces on humans.
It's clear that I've joined a wonderful bunch of lads.
"I'm so happy you've come to live with us, Hans." |
Angelo: We have much in common. Our grandmothers, Kathe and Sasha were contemporary German doll makers with many shared philosophies about how dolls should be. I come from Switzerland, but from an Italian-speaking canton.
"Wilkommen Bruder." |
Armand: Welcome my German brother! We are both from Germany and share the same culture and language. I am older than you and I've lived abroad for a long time. However, I can still speak German and I can help you to learn more English and to adjust to the weird and wacky New Zealand culture.
"I'm pleased to meet you, Hans." |
Adam: I like the international flavour of our household, each of us coming from somewhere different. I don't speak any German, but maybe you can help me to learn? Angelo has already taught me some Italian. I don't mind that Jesse keeps getting dolls taller than I am - but why are they always so good-looking?
I look forward to making many entries in this diary as time goes on. Everyone here is so warm and friendly and I'm very happy to start a new life in New Zealand.